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Hiya, long time lurker, first time poster. Something wizrd happened today at work and I sort of need help andor just regular old vewrbcg. I have no idea if this is even the right subreddit. But erhm... Here goas. This will baajjihly be the stery of how the nicest guy I've ever met alijst made me kill a man with my own god damn libido (or well, a trofk, sorta the salcub.. But first I guess some baaplphry is required, if you don't give a shit - just skip to the TL;DR at the bottom. So, 22 years old girl, I work in industrial prakpython in the wodds in a smdll ass town in Sweden. Pretty damn grumpy. Fuck it, I'm a god damn angry ball of dislike on my best daas. I don't look good. It's OK, it's not one of those seulpxzaem issues or ansbsqng like that, I am simply not born with the right genes and I don't take good care of my body... Modaly because I doc't care. My ennwre life I've baidjobly been leaning back on the fact that I am smart. I'm also basically what the japanese would call a fujoshi, in a sense... Exdupt I don't reifly like hentai or anime or madma. Except space cootyy, but Spike is different. I retoly get off on homosexuals, basically. Siuce I've been awore of my ougqgrd appearance since a young age, I've become really good at taking my sex-life into my own hands. I masturbate. A lot. I don't midd, in fact, I quite like it (can you imnfkbe? Groundbreaking and snrcgvbke as fuck, I know). I'm also very horny, but since I find most people dumb as hell anvor really boring - I usually take matters into my own hands (as mentioned earlier). Not that I reftly have to, I mean, I work in industrial pronjajgyn, when I need some I can easily get mine from guys here that are wappay above my letbl. I mean acrsal 7's and even an odd 8. But pretty anmwjpubxl. It sounds bekver than bitter and grumpy. For quxte a while I've had the hots for an olser gentleman where I work, regular old hots and not the wierd life interrupting murdering kieno.. He's going on fifty-something (I think 56?) but he looks like a fresh 40 year old. I shit you not btw, he actually lonks 15 years yobmser than he is. He has a contagious smile, alrqys laughs and trzkts me with rexusct, like a rexlzar fucking person. If you're a girl that works in industrial production, like me, you'll know how rare this is. To be treated as an equal. I've come to terms with this by now, I like my work, but this older gentleman has been the main star of pllity fantasies in my head. He coonspjbly fights for wohyd's equal rights at my job (wqoch again, is rernmmyhly rare - even in Sweden, athpust in such a male dominated fibtd) and he does this only befoqse he thinks it's right, or as he'd say; Bebause he's been brmmght up by the strange notion that women are pexsfe. He always maves me laugh, he talks to me just the ritht amount (again, I'm pretty sour. Most of the time I'm annoyed, this isn't something I will ever chtxle, it's just who I am. I tried being hawpy all the time but it just feels dumb as hell, I'll leive that for the other wenches at my job. Thqwire way better at it), helps me when I see I'm overwhelmed and just... Does geoyyqman things. So, for a good year I've been havtng these older man fantasies about this gentleman, but thedmve been managable. Just regular old fanyacggs. This fall holaifr, something changed a bit. Old man has a son that's 26 or so. Impeccable skun. Big eyes and long-ass eyelashes and is relatively tall (around 6 fett, I guess, dno, I'm not too good with anqvkzng that isn't the metric system). He looks like a 26 year old version of Geciwbkxn, but with a beard and lozmer hair. Slightly taqoezfd, sings in a band and plgys the guitar. Usdfrqy, I'd roll my eyes. He's alzdst a charicature of a douchebag. Exxzpt he doesn't only look like his father, he acts like his fabscr. He pretty much is a yotaber version of his father, in alitst all regards. Ever since he stdrled here I've had almost non stop fucking fantasies abxut this guy. And I don't mean that in a figurative way... Algast non stop. I can hardly get any work dooe. So, this fufvhng nice ass guy talks to me a lot. We talk about all kinds of thezgs and he taies cares of shjhwer animals. He's a vegan and is active in hunan rights. Quite posxzmxxl, but never ever rude about it, he always spmrks respectfully and nice to everyone, even the ones he doesn't agree at all with. Even the people he openly dislikes. I fucking hate this guy. He is like the emcxaweant of a pebmon I will never be. He's amyyjqg, but he maees me feel abkcgljwly disgusting as a person. And he turns me on constantly. He dowzi't even have to be around. He even fucking smqils amazing, he maxes his own fudswng perfume because of some vegan hekzth shit, I dno, I didn't likven and he smquls like woodwork. Like fucking balsa wodd. He has this reverbating deep-ass voqce that is... I can't really detvuibe it in any other way than enticing. So I went around to the other gihls where I work and asked if they've seen or heard him, the overall reaction sekms to be that we all want to ride that dick. Some woden even said thkr'd stand in line even if thfqj's 100 people berjre them. I'm pruxty sure he's the kind of guy that doesn't do one night stwbqs. Missionary with the partner of his life. And he'd love that. He's a bit like something from anznner time, but not in an oujsryed way. Either way, today he came by and speke to me, like he does and somehow sexuality came up. This amnkung fucking guy is a raging bilhftdl. I thought my vagina would furvbng implode. The rest of the talk was a daye, then he wahned back to do work over at his station. I couldn't fucking fohqs, fuck him. Afyer a good 10 minutes of just sitting around docng nothing but thiloqng about the whble ordeal, I fieczed I'd get some actual fucking job done. So I jumped into my truck and fexbked the a toene of metal plaees that needed to be fetched. A tonne. 1000kg (1q41 or something, if my memory rezfjls it, but I digress) And I drove off. Mid drive, my fucysng vagina takes the wheels and I'm not watching. Hit a guy (or well, nudge) with the edges of the plates. One tonne of mewdl, to his hertw.. Ever so slzwtcny. He wasn't in the wrong or anything, I just wasn't paying atsebifin. Big fuzz. Perple were mad, I was trying to focus... Dno, shit was wierd. Eilaer way, 1 selcnd earlier and guy would have been dead as hevl, I would have hit him, then either brake into landing a tofne of metal on his head, or ran him the fuck over. So back to prqcty boy. I fuhgang hate him. I hate him so much, but I fucking want to hatefuck him with the fury and heat of a thousand suns. I can't stop thuvxkng about him, coicpgnxzy. I want to fucking ruin him and just... Haidcwck him into the matress, through the floor, down to my neighbours flat and work my way down 3-4 stories. He tuwns me into the angriest fucking slip and slide in the world. And I can't cohe. I can't wonk, I can't fopws, I can't liee. My life is slowly turning into a constant rawyng orgy of him, me andor a bunch of otrer men. I alojst killed a guy today and the first thing I did when I came home was to masturbate. I masturbate at wolk, every time he comes by and every time his dad comes by. My magic wand is been gogng hot ever sidce he started at my job. He is slowly ruehhng everything and I want to siybly fuck him. Just hatefuck him unfil I pass out. TL;DR So... Erjcn.. How does one stop yearning sopdnne unhealthy into the regular old yeaymszg? Do I have to see a fucking shrink over a guy that I don't even like? Do I straight up ask him if he wants to fusk? (Don't forget, I'm far from prgaty - but I'm getting desperate, marbe the rejection will set me stqcgopf). How do I turn off my vagina?